shiningthrupains

† Creating Happiness †

Three and half years ago I left my marriage. It was amicable, we decided that we didn’t want our child growing up in a toxic environment. After I left my ex, I realized I had a lot of healing I needed to do, however, I wasn’t sure where to start. The that was healing needed,Continue reading “† Creating Happiness †”

✨ The Eyes ✨

They say the eyes are the window to the soul,and when you look into mine what do you see?Do you see the emptiness that lingers from the past?Or the scars of not being worthy in someone else’s eyes?

† I Am Worthy of Healing †

Today, I had some time, so I went back and read through the captions on my Instagram photos. I started this Instagram account in October of 2019. In the past couple of years, I have had few ups and downs. They say that healing isn’t linear, and I can attest to that, there are daysContinue reading “† I Am Worthy of Healing †”

† Breakthroughs †

|It’s okay, to not be okay||It’s okay, to cut toxic people out of your life||It’s okay, to be happy again||It’s okay, to have bad days||It’s okay, to go wild with your friends||It’s okay, to fail||It’s okay, to try again||It’s okay, if you don’t like yourself sometimes||It’s okay, to be human||It’s okay, to put yourself first||It’sContinue reading “† Breakthroughs †”

✨Safe Harbor✨

Have you found that person who beats all odds?They come crashing into your life without warning or reason.They tear down your walls without even trying,and push through every barrier you put up, just by being them.

✨ The Masochist ✨

I’m a masochist to my own demise,with these broken fragments from my childhoodlashing out as they plague and torment my mind.

† Know Your Truth †

If you know me, then you know I am a big advocate for mental health. I am always willing to listen to people and help them find the resources they need to get help. I know how important mental health can be and yet it has taken me a long time to stop avoiding andContinue reading “† Know Your Truth †”

† Begin Again †

If you know anything about growth, then you know it can be painful. My one word for 2020 was growth. Let me tell you, I grew in ways I never knew possible, and I still have more growing to do. 2020 was also a year of loss for me. At one point I realized IContinue reading “† Begin Again †”